Yes I'm sad, yes I'm confused and broken. I have no idea what I want ever, and will I ever find the answers I'm looking for? I don't know. I'm trying not to care but the truth is that I do, and I don't know if I can keep hiding that.

So confused. I think I made the wrong decision and i'm sick to my stomach. I hate this, I hate this stress. Why don't I listen to my gut?

No comment.

I'm finally happy. I'm exactly where I want to be. It's funny how things work out..

Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever be capable of being happy.

Of course I would start falling for someone else then, take a step back and have you flood my mind.

better off

Minor lapse in judgment, hope you can understand.