Of course I miss the way things used to be, but you don't see that. How am I supposed to try and change things when you won't give me a chance. I've done all I can. I've lost sleep, shed tears and tried to see you, but nothing matters. You obviously don't want this, but something is holding you back from saying that. I think I'm done fighting for someone who obviously doesn't want me. You say you love me & you say you care, so show it now or leave. The balls in your court.