Have you ever just watched a movie on mute. Just watched, and tried to figure out what they were feeling. What was going on through their expressions and body language. Tried to imagine how they were feeling, and putting yourself in that moment. 

something in the way she moves

I think that you scare me the most because I know I'm falling for you. I try so hard to push you away and tell myself that everything is fine, that I will be able to pick up and move on when the time comes. I know I won't be able to do that anymore. It's too late. I miss you being near me every second of every day. How is this ever supposed to work? I am going to break my own heart and I don't even care because you're worth it to me.