something in the way she moves

I think that you scare me the most because I know I'm falling for you. I try so hard to push you away and tell myself that everything is fine, that I will be able to pick up and move on when the time comes. I know I won't be able to do that anymore. It's too late. I miss you being near me every second of every day. How is this ever supposed to work? I am going to break my own heart and I don't even care because you're worth it to me.